Head leakage
Just random thoughts, ideas and rambling.
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I have way too much i want to put into words, it kind of reflects on my state of mind right now. This year has just been so new; different in almost every way. I think i’ll start by making three lists, just to lighten the load a bit.
- Things i’ve learned
- Love is difficult
- Time heals
- Nothing helps but practice
- I’m an urban person
- I’ve been way too comfortable
- Being constantly poor sucks
- My parents are awesome
- Overly specific life goals will only let you down
- School isn’t so bad after all
- Things i’ve gained
- Sick skills
- Perspective
- Love
- Experience
- Experience
- Experience
- Things i’ve done
- Played an awesome gig
- Gone scuba diving
- Played a bad gig
- Killed and eaten something (scallops, yum)
- Loved
- Laid plans
- Grown (a lot more than i thought i could)
- Things i’ve learned
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Got the go-ahead from the doctor today, i’m apparently super-healthy so scuba diving will be a breeze.
Can’t wait. Hopefully i’ll have access to an underwater camera so i can get some pictures for the blog.
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Had a pretty cool sesh with Martin today, went to visit the new pair of speakers that will be joining me through my musical disadventures.
Hello!
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There is this constant drone; an endless tide of excuses, of explanations, of self-doubt. Based on egalitarianism, humanity sees it fit to smear and taunt those of us who strive for perfection, for self realization. It reaches deep enough that people even question their own abilities, their own reach and capacity.
Why is it that even though all people are capable of the most extraordinary things they choose to disregard their infinite strike of luck that they were born human, a creature blessed with conciousness and abstract reason. Their minds are boundless machines, capable of solving whatever problems we throw at it, yet most dare not believe that they are in possesion of such a wonder of the natural world.
When you doubt your own abilities, you are spoiling your only chance of comprehending, of understanding, of shaping and changing the world around you. It’s a damn disgrace, this false notion that “equality” means dragging the best of us down with the insecure and the lazy. Why not pull the misguided and doubtful out of their meaningless existence instead, and put their extraordinary minds to work?
Take control of your mind, use it for what it’s worth. You’ll be surprised at what you’ll be able to achieve in place of this “norm” of mindlessly trodding the earth with nothing but your instinctual whims to guide you. Laziness in doubting your own abilities, uncertainty is the lack of a firm grip around your thoughts and actions.
It’s all about discipline.
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I’ll just leave this here instead i guess.
I’ll keep this blog up to date when i’m gone. I guess since noone reads it either it’s safe to release sneak peeks of upcoming songs and such here. Next time i render out a tune i’ll do an MP3 version to put up here. Don’t know why though. I guess it just feels good to tell the internet that you are making progress, as i can’t really release anything right now due to the album thing.
Peace, i’ll post when i’m settled into my new world.
